Poverty

well, i have been to places that there is extreme poverty,
been there,
played with the kids that live in poverty,
give clothing to the kids with poverty,
give food to the kids,
cut their nails for them,
give them multivitamins,
give them de-worming medicine,
bring doctor to give them treatment,
i have seen everything,
from bad to worst,
every situation
....
but i have never live like them,
to actually starve,
sleeping in the street,
sleeping on cardboard,
sleeping without air-conditioning,
i really have to thanks God for giving me such a good family,
that provide me a comfortable house to stay,
that provide me warm food on the table everyday, 3 times a day
that provide me a chance to have an education,
that allow me to enjoy some of the luxury on earth
but, human will never satisfy its need.

First they wan to fill their stomach,
but when they have and can satisfy the basic hunger for a while,
they will tend to upgrade,
like buying better quality food, or eating more than should,
then it would be satisfying basic entertainment needs,
and so on and so forth.

well, i think i have taken things for granted in some instance,
like not studying well even thou have the chance for such great education system,
but then, sometimes is not that i want to not study,
is that i could not,
sometimes i wonder why am i even born
everyone say that God created u,
and he always have a plan for you already,
knowing that what you would do,
everyone have a gift that God has given to,

i hav always wonder what is mine,
am i going to be a 'useless citizen'
i have got no brain of a genius,
i can't play an instrument well,
i can't sing well either,
i can't do sports well,
i can't share gospel well,
so whats my gift?
why am i here for?
what am i suppose to do?
God please help me,
show me whats my gift,
give me some sign,
i pray to you,
Help me...
help me..
help me.
help.

well, got to go back sleep at cardboard,
laterzz pepz
be appreciative of what you have.
sign-out
Danny